Alone

I cannot erase

The things that I've done

It plays on in my soul

I'm feeling grey

The happiness is gone

Now all I can feel is down

I'm living in pain

And everything's numb

How long can I keep going on

I see I'm a mess

But I can't get up

I wish someone'd come through

"Hey, I see you've been cold

Your mum said your home

I tried reaching to your phone

I wanted to call

So that I could tell you

You don't have to be alone"

I said "Yeah, I know"

I'm writing a song

So that I could ease my soul

I've made some mistakes

The damage is done

Now I cannot come undone

I feel so afraid

But I cannot run

I don't know what's coming

Ay, too scared don't know what's coming

I'm up but still feel nothing

Can't tell me that ain't something

No one else feels like I did

No one else knows what I do

Crying inside the car to

My own songs y'all ain't heard of

My dawgs ain't know I'm hurt, yeah

Some things I write ain't true, I

Paint myself in a good light

Show myself being strong like

Telling bitches "yeah come by"

Telling y'all "I'm the man"

Really it's fucking sad

Sometimes I wish I did it

Hit the pavement and kissed it

Goodbye

And died

On the

Outside

Somewhere

Where I

Can find

The time

To sleep, ya, ay, huh

I wish that—

I cannot erase

The things that I've done

It plays on in my soul

I'm feeling grey

The happiness is gone

Now all I can feel is down