Letras
That night in Brooklyn
When you slept in
Said I was past it
Man, I was lying to myself
Will you let me let you go?
Thought I was clean, when you called again, I wasn't
I took the blame every time you went missing
And that's on me, I knew I couldn't stop it
But if I'm honest
When you broke me first
And I begged for more
I was addicted to the pain 'cause it made me yours
So I played along
Cause I liked the bruise
Thought the best part of loving you was feeling used
When we hit a wall
I still reached for you
I kept asking you to mean it
Like you used to do
(Cause like, I don't even know who I am without you)
Mid July
Silence louder than it's ever been
Just you and me
Baby, no, I can't lie
You're the only high that still gets through to me, oh
Thought I was clean, when you called again, I wasn't
I took the blame every time you went missing
And that's on me, I knew I couldn't stop it
But if I'm honest
When you lit one up
On the porch out back
And you said you were done with the life we had
And I let you talk
Cause I don't mind the truth
Man, the sickest part of loving you was needing you
When we hit a wall
I watched you slip away
Now I'm homesick for someone
Someone different, babe
Man I swear it was done
We were over
Come over
Man I swear it was done
We were over
Another relapse, I'm closer
Thought I was clean, when I wasn't
I take the blame when your missing
And that's on me, I couldn't stop it
But if I'm honest
When you fucked it up
And you let me down
And you said that you're wanting someone different now
So I laughed it off