Letras
Forcing myself to come up with a word to describe how I feel
Maybe I'm feeling empty
Rather feel nothing than constantly drown in contemptment
Of all of the patterns, the shame for that matter
The keys that one time opened doors that I wanted
They now belong to some strangers and they're now forgotten
A bunch of stuffed animals look at me intently
I cannot rid of 'em, they hold so much meaning
To things that I was, I cannot go back, I am empty
Comparing situations doesn't help
It's a waste of headspace
I'm tired of waiting for people but on them I depend
I so love having freedom and I thought I wouldn't miss him
But I do, yes I do, yet I know that it won't make a difference
The time is right now to create what I want
Gettings blessings, feel grateful because I'm alive
And even in these times, I wonder: who do I listen to
My sisters, my parents, my friends all agree
That I could do much better; that he's not for me
But my heart keeps drawing me to him, who do I listen to
Who do I listen to
Who do I listen to
I only want to do good
So who do I listen to
Who do I listen to
Who do I listen to
The ground on which I have stood
Pulls me from the truth
Inventing the rest of my life or at least the next year
I can't over plan me, 'cause plans go to shit
Like times I said I'd leave and I haven't
For instance, we both promised not to keep in touch until I had
A paper certifying I was no longer a wife
There are always intermissions and I get it
I get that I'm nothing and that I am everything
The time is right now to create what I want
Gettings blessings, feel grateful to still be alive
And even in these times, I wonder: who do I listen to
Opinions are easy to give not receive
They're judgments based on the impressions I give
But they haven't been in his shoes so, who do I listen to
Who do I listen to
Who do I listen to
I swear I want to do good
Who do I listen to
Who do I listen to
Who do I listen to
It's me who knows the whole truth
But sometimes I'm skewed
Just like the clouds
Have to make me a new shape
Gotta adapt, gotta sway, gotta set an intention
And figure right now what it is that I want for my present