I Am The Plot Twist (U cast me a chaos but forgot I wrote the script)

Sorry Im The Plot Twist

Born in a script I didnt write

Said amen but wanted to fight

They called me the light but dimmed me fast

Guess angels fall when theyre built to last

You prayed Id play the quiet part

But I brought knives to every heart

Didnt mean to ruin your bliss

I just existed and that was the twist

Sorry Im the plot twist

Didnt ask to be this loud

Tried to fit the mold

But I cracked it just by breathing out

You wrote your version of my life

But I bled in every line

Sorry Im the plot twist

But this mess

Its all mine

Not in sermons that judged my past

But in nights I swore I wouldnt last

In the breath I begged to end

Grace came from hands I couldnt defend

I got dumped mid prayer

I texted help then spellchecked hell

Tried journaling my healing

But the pen ran out of tears

I told God Id change

Then tripped over my own guilt

Turns out my redemption

Was cancelled by free will

Sorry Im the plot twist

Didnt fit your holy script

Turned your prayers into plot holes

Oops I slipped

You built a box I built a scene

You threw stones I made a throne

If Im the chaos you dismissed

At least Im real

At least I exist

Based on a true mess

Alice