Letras
I used to be the class clown
Now I am just broken down
Living my life day by day
Hoping God would take me away
When I finally make it to heaven
I will ask why did it take so long
I tried to do things right
My life was so uptight
The times I failed are the times I remembered
Knowing it was all my fault
It was like gasping for air
The devil's hands around my throat
I used to be the class clown
Now I am just broken down
Struggling to survive when really I just wanted to die
The hope of one day making a difference took its toll on me
How much further can I go I already lost my home, my friends the time is near for the end
I Wish I knew the day I would die would I have lived my life differently or just felt sorry for myself
I used to be the class clown
Now I am just broken down
My future has no plans I give it all to God twenty more years of uncertainty could I make you proud of me
I cry silently my tears running down my face Do I fall with grace since I lost my ability to care
Do I dare to start again
What do you consider a win
In a lifetime full of regrets will my afterlife be successful or just another disappointment
I used to be the class clown
Now I am just broken down
God It is now up to you
I'm ready now
I'm ready now
I am done being the clown