I don't know how to fix it,
I don't know how to go and
look at you all
disappointed every time I fall.
But listen,
I don't know how I missed it,
but now I can have a mission.
I don't see what you saw,
I'm just a human I feel like i lost.
What do I do when I want this and that?
I Never mind all the moments I am so sad.
I don't really care that you said this, but I got mad.
I don't wanna listen when I'm in class, so my bad.
I don't wanna be me every time I did it like my dad.
Wait, do you wanna go and just sit down and then crash?
I don't know what I should do.
I know that I need to be me,
but every time I am feeling abused,
I want a life and the feeling I'm free.
I couldn't get up, I couldn't just move.
Couldn't you realize I need to release?
If I want an option, I have to just choose.
I need forgiveness, I needed to plead.
I need your help,
so can you just help me get out of this hell?
I couldn't tell
you to get out of the lava before you would melt.
It's an inferno, I couldn't get out of my cell.
I'm screaming out loud and I couldn't help but to yell.
The more I'm in pain, the more I would harden the shell.
I'm not okay, I'm always alone and I'm by myself.
I need to grab the light,
I need to open my eyes,
and I need to fight.
When they talk to me,
I told them alright,
happily I will now go on a grind.
I need to do this all right.
Do you get it? 'Cause I needed my sight.
I need to realize the days I am blind.
I cannot give up, I get up, I wanted to try.
This is the story of my life.
These are the moments I don't like.
If you would do what I do, apparently you're gonna die.
People that say that are out of their mind.
If you don't feel like you wanna climb,
that is the moment you're gonna decline.
That is the fact of everyone's life.
But too many times I find out they're blind.
But I know you're different and you're gonna grind.
Wipe away all of your tears, there is no time to cry.
'Cause I know you're strong and you will not hide.
Don't listen to them, just ignore all the lies.
I'm sorry I'm hearing this too many times.
Open your brain and open your eyes,
and I promise you now you will see a surprise.
You can never tell me that I have to run.
I'm gonna think it's fun,
I wanna feel the sun.
The brightness I feel is never the same.
I will always tell you that I have to love.
I'm never just a grunt,
I always feel above.
All the pain that I'm feeling, it's now what I crave.
You don't really get it every time that I'mma go,
open my mind 'cause I know I will grow.
I don't wanna tell everybody I think I broke
everything inside my life that I own.
Do you wanna pass it to me 'cause you know I know
everything better than you 'cause you don't
know what I'm doing inside the show,
and then give it to you on the hope you don't throw.
Everything out please never drown I know you can do it and everyday you need to say
I need to grab the light
I need to open my eyes,
and I need to fight.
When they talk to me,
I told them alright,
happily I will now go on a grind.
I need to do this all right.
Do you get it? 'Cause I needed my sight.
I need to realize the days I am blind.
I cannot give up, I get up, I wanted to try.