Letras
If you woulda told me that I woulda ended up here (ya)
If you woulda told me that I woulda ended up here (c'mon)
If you woulda told (Trey), me that I woulda ended up here (ay)
Aye
Depressive my adolescence a manic lair
Candles lit, both hands are gripped a satanic prayer
Besides cold my eyes holdin' a blanded stare
Soul full of sorrow, I'm hollower than a can of air
Visions of suicide where the noose is tied
Strangling me as I hang dangling from a chandelier
When me and death have a dinner date, I fly to a sinner's fate
In hell, I disintegrate like a strand of hair
My soul's hollow, sipping opiates from cold bottles
And serial killers became my role models
I've sown sin so it's evil that I reap
It's grown in, now I'm seeing dead people in my sleep, no peace
So I'm slippin' in further to drug addiction
And the wickedness I'm sippin' makes me quicker to murder
I can't imagine how the madness that I'm living in hurts ya
And the fact is I didn't deserve ya
If You woulda told me I woulda ended up here
I woulda never believed You
If You woulda told me I woulda ended up here
I woulda said someone deceived You
If You woulda told me I woulda ended up here
I woulda never believed You, ohh
And You couldn't of sold me that I'da ended up here
Or that I woulda ever received You
Yeah, c'mon, for real aye, aye
Felt like I was wading without a life vest (lifeless)
Fully submerging under the undertow
Rejected fellowship so many skeletons
Been deposited in my closet and buried under my bungalow
Soaked in condemnation I'm hoping this conversation is confidential
'Cause I am confessing things that no one could know
But You're my antithesis I must come before
I'm just a shadow anticipating the sun to glow
When I think of all the dirt that I've been diggin' lately
Yet You give chase and embrace me, it invigorates me
'Cause You didn't forsake me or incinerate me
Ya generate me and lift me so I could sit in safety
Ya, how could I comprehend Your kinda love?
Huh, when nothing on this earth compares
Just wanna rest in the presence of the Shekinah dove
Even if the worst is here, by Your spirit I'll persevere
If You woulda told me I woulda ended up here
I woulda never believed You
If you woulda told me I woulda ended up here
I woulda said someone deceived You
If You woulda told me I woulda ended up here
I woulda never believed You
And you couldn't of sold me that I'da ended up here
Or that i woulda ever received You