Getting Hard To Hold

Yeah

ShenaulTone turn that up

I gave you all of my quiet nights

You filled 'em up with your second thoughts

Told myself maybe time feels right

But somehow I'm the one who gets lost

You keep sayin' love just takes time

But baby, we been runnin' red lights

Your hands feel colder when you're near

Your tone don't hit how it did last year

If we're just stuck on a loop

Tell me what's the use

You're gettin' harder to hold, harder to read

I try to stay strong but you're breakin' me

We're movin' close but the space still grows

Say you're here but I already know

That you've let go

So why am I still hangin' on so tight

If love's this heavy every night

Then maybe we lost control

You're gettin' hard to hold

You're getting hard to hold

Yeah

You trace my skin like you paintin' lies

Say you ride, but you switchin' sides

Ain't no fixin' what we both denied

Now it's silence sittin' in your eyes

Every text you leave on read

Every"fine" you never said

You a ghost in my bed, I'm just tryna clear my head yeah

ShenaulTone

I can't be the only one

Tryna fight what's already done

It's like we reachin' for a sun

That's already burned out, love gone numb

Your silence hittin' louder than sound

Still I keep hopin' you'll turn around

If you're not in this too

Then what are we tryna prove? what we doin

You're gettin' harder to hold, harder to read

I try to stay strong but you're breakin' me

We're movin' close but the space still grows

Say you're here but I already know

That you've let go

So why am I still hangin' on so tight

If love's this heavy every night

Then maybe we lost control

You're gettin' hard to hold

Tell me babe, was it ever real

Or just a game we liked to feel