If I Wake Up

I see you see me

Running through life trying every single flavor

I've tried pain you see

And I've felt ecstasy

I said Momma if I wake up tomorrow

I'll tell you just where I am

(said) Momma if I wake up tomorrow

I'll tell you just where I am

Some people never get better

God why'd you put me here?

Why did I put me here?

Momma always told me that life was hard and

We'd spend hours just playing in the yard

Pretending to be people with trouble

No one ever told me that life was good and

No one ever told me just what we should be doing

So I went to the mountain and I froze my feet and

I sat in silence at the monastery

Thinking about how hard this life could be

So I'm screaming in a vacuum

Yelling in a soundproof room

Driving through a strip mall

Staring at the whitewashed walls

I see you see me

Running through life trying every single flavor

I've tried pain you see

And I've felt ecstasy

I said Momma if I wake up tomorrow

I'll tell you just where I am

(said) Momma if I wake up tomorrow

I'll tell you just where I am

Some people never get better

God why'd you put me here?

Why did I put me here?