I Don't Wanna Be Like This Anymore

I don't wanna be like this anymore

I feel the ghost of us at my door

I said

I don't wanna be like this no more

Everyday everything hurts a little more

All my girls love and they aint no whores

But at the end of the day it don't matter

Next day I still feel sad, repeat old patterns

True love that's what I'm really after

And every day I feel us slipping backwards

And back wards and back again

And I love when you scream at me

At least I fucking feel something

And I hate when you ignore me

Makes me wanna end it all in this bitch

I don't wanna be like this anymore

I feel the ghost of us at my door

I said

I don't wanna be like this no more

Everyday everything hurts a little more

All my girls love and they ain't no whores

But at the end of the day it doesn't matter

I smoke cause all of my friends have gone away

My girl left me and I'm just tryna numb the pain

I take a pill to try and make it go away

But that's only temporary

You're love was only temporary too

Someone get me xans I'm just tryna forget you