Settling

Why does the past begin to fade

When everything has stayed the same

And it's been troubling me

That I can't crawl out of this space that I've been hiding in

Impulsively, I'm plummeting

A promise to myself

I'm settling and I admit that my honesty has not been the best

It's never out of the blue

Wish I could take that from you

However you decide you want me in your life

I'm always quiet on the outside

Follow through with all your promises

You said that you can't bear to prove that I was wrong again

Still not settled in

Again and again

I feel an itch under my skin

And there it's always been

Impulsively, I'm plummeting

A promise to myself

I'm settling and I admit that my honesty has not been the best

It's never out of the blue

Wish I could take that from you

However you decide you want me in your life

I'm always quiet on the outside

I'll take the medicine that I prescribed for myself

'Cuz I don't think I need anybody else

I did this all by hand

I've fallen victim to a system

That is designed to fail

I guess it's all down hill

But you were there to take me backwards

When everything was in the dirt

When everything was in the dirt

When everything was in the dirt

I'm finished with endless nights

I realized, to terrorize myself was all I could do for you

I'm settling and I admit that my honesty has not been the best

It's never out of the blue

Wish I could take that from you

However you decide you want me in your life

I'm always quiet on the outside