hate that for me

I know what I do to me, put fires out with gasoline

All my flags turn red, when it gets too loud in my head

'Cause I'm like, what if he lies? What if he cheats?

What if I overthink him out of my sheets?

What if I make leaving easy, and I make it hard to need me?

What if my friends love me to my face

But they roll their eyes when they see my name

On their phone 'cause I'm annoying

And I get why they'd avoid me

I, I self-destruct for a living

I, I pay my rent with my damage

And I shouldn't be allowed to love

Somebody need to lock her up (ah-yeah-yeah-yeah)

I, I need therapy and I hate that for me

And I hate, and I hate, and I hate that for me

And I hate, and I hate, and I hate that for me (ah-yeah-yeah-yeah)

And I hate, and I hate, and I hate that for me

And I hate that for me

(Yes), if you want toxic, then baby say (less)

Just mommy issues packed up in a (dress)

Got baggage, I'm batshit, I'm over-traumatic

I'm the whole package

'Cause I'm like, what if he lies? What if he cheats?

What if I overthink him out of my sheets?

What if I make leaving easy, and I make it hard to need me?

What if my friends love me to my face

But they roll their eyes when they see my name

On their phone 'cause I'm annoying

And I get why they'd avoid me

I, I self-destruct for a living

I, I pay my rent with my damage

And I shouldn't be allowed to love

Somebody need to lock her up (ah-yeah-yeah-yeah)

I, I need therapy and I hate that for me

Is that like wrong?

And I hate, and I hate, and I hate that for me

And I hate, and I hate, and I hate that for me (ah-yeah-yeah-yeah)

And I hate, and I hate, and I hate that for me

And I hate that for me (ah-yeah-yeah-yeah)