Sui

Sorrow. Wounded. Depraved. Selfish.

Weak. Pathetic. Not respected

Loathe. Weep. I'm crying out.

Ticking time bomb. Mind's imprisoned I'm running but I'm not moving.

Less alive than I've ever been. veins rushing blood,

heartbeat rising. palms are clammy,

locked inside, losing breath, losing hope.

I haven't heard from you in so long. I try to keep calm.

I try to be strong. Maybe I care too much, but it's not just.

I was awakened. Sweat drips down the lips.

Mother crying hysterically. She leaned over and said. fathers dead.

I needed your help. This isn't a plea,

I need no pity. I'm just searching for peace.