Dead To You

I'm dead to you, though I'm still alive

I'm dead to you, cut them roots, cut them ties

I'm dead to you, memories rewind

Remind me to never call, cause I'm dead, and that's fine

You're dead to me, what even is your name

You're dead to me, had a funeral, no one came

You're dead to me, and that's never gonna change

Unless you knocked on my door, you're gone, I'm in pain

You tore our family photo up like we was poison in your vein

Mama screamed your name, dad waited in silence for your return that never came

If I come across your grave one day, no blood would I claim

Not someone I know, or someone I knew

It hurts when I'm home, mom has pictures of you up on the mantel

Can't hold this pain in my chest

Little sis don't understand, what did we do?

It's for the best

Cause I hate your guts for how you turned your back

I love you, goddammit, you make me so mad

I'm dead to you, though I'm still alive

I'm dead to you, though I'm still alive

I'm dead to you, though I'm still alive

Remind me to never call, cause

I'm dead, and that's fine

You're dead to me, what even is your name

You're dead to me, had a funeral, no one came

You're dead to me, and that's never gonna change

Unless you knocked on my door, you're gone, I'm in pain

I spent time in a bottle so I don't hurt so bad

I keep my foot on the throttle and I don't look back

I put my hand in the flame just to see if I could feel

I hear your voice like a scar that never heals

I wanna tell mama that today you're coming home for her birthday

Less of those every year

Tell myself I better not shed a tear for you ever again

Cause fuck you, we ain't family, we ain't even friends no more

I don't miss you, I don't tell my kids stories of us growing up, what for?

They ain't ever gonna meet you, you made sure of that

Still, God fucking dammit, I wish you'd come back

I'm so fucking mad

I'm so fucking mad

I'm so fucking mad

I'm so fucking mad

I'm so fucking mad

I'm so fucking mad

I'm so fucking mad

I'm so fucking mad

I spent time in a bottle so I don't hurt so bad

I'm dead to you

I'm still alive

I'm dead to you

Though I'm still alive

I'm dead to you

Though I'm still alive

Remind me to never call cause I'm dead

And that's fine

You're dead to me

What even is your name

You're dead to me

Had a funeral, no one came

You're dead to me

And that's never gonna change

Unless you're knocked on my door

You're gone, I'm in pain