All Alone

If I die today, don't even cry

Yeah, I'm livin', but some days I don't feel alive

I cry alone so nobody can hear my cries

They think I'm gettin' high, they look me in my eyes

They said I'm done, but now I'm back, bitch, surprise

Yeah, a nigga smile, but some days I'm still traumatized

Know a nigga could kill me any day, so I ain't afraid to die

I wonder who gon' be there when my mama cry

Wonder will I go burn in Hell or will I talk to God?

But if I go to Heaven, I hope me and Coka slap a five

I know that shit gon' bring my fuckin' dad down

Lately I been stressin' and I need my fuckin' dad 'round

Can't even see my grandma face

So if they take her only grandson, who gon' take my place?

My own niggas switched on me

I ain't even got no friends, my whole clique phony

One-man army, ain't afraid of nothin'

Well, if I die to the gun, at least I die stuntin'

Yeah, I'm gettin' money, but a nigga tired of hustlin'

My bitches mad at me, I'm so sick and tired of fussin'

Just love me while I'm here

But if I die today, I won't even care

They think I'm goin' crazy

Before that devil get me, hope I have some babies

I ain't hidin' from nobody

I'll throw all this shit away, lil' nigga, try me

I just move so I can focus

But some days I wake up and feel hopeless

I put my pain in this song

I still wake up and be mad that Dre gone

I still wake up and be mad I'm all alone

For all the pain I go through, tattoos on my bones

I put tattoos on my face

Niggas mad at me 'cause they ain't switchin' state

Niggas say they want the best for me, but they just want my place

Fuck, I'm stressed out and my house is by a lake

Now everybody wanna come back, man, fuck that

It be days I wake up and say, "Fuck rap"

Life so miserable, I be wonderin' where the fun at

Damn near took my life before couldn't find where my gums at

But I ain't do that shit, I know my mama have a heart attack