Im in a bathroom at a strangers party
But I dont remember how I got in
And Im lying down on a floor
facing left where I found me talking to nobody
You look pretty cheap, will she still cry
if she finds out youre here with me
Or will she not even give a shit
for all the stupid stuff Im doing cause of her
Id go higher but then I would fall
Id go bigger but know I am small
Dont know why I am feeling this lost
Id go higher but then I would fall
Id go bigger but know I am small
Dont know why I am feeling this lost
Cause Im a mess
Dont need distraction from this pain
Cause the shows already on in my head
Only in my brain
I guess I lied that our love died
The way you couldnt hide the look in your eyes
Thats how we ended up so
Id go higher but then I would fall
Id go bigger but know I am small
Dont know why I am feeling this lost
Id go higher but then I would fall
Id go bigger but know I am small
Dont know why I am feeling this lost
Cause Im a mess