Thirsty

So fill up the cup and bring it to my mouth

I ain't been the same since you got me figured out

You say you got me figured out, huh?

So I figure I'ma out you

Look, little lost girl, loneliness is light

That void in your chest is better than a knife

Every day that you're breathin' is a God-given blessin'

So who the fuck are we to question?

I must confess, I feel blessed for that moment

A white ship cast out on some side street to sea

And these waters grow dark to the touch

Do I love you? Fuck you very much

I know I'm full of holes, but I stay afloat

And I bet if you look, you could find a better boat

But I think that's why I need you, 'cause you need me

And our biggest fantasy is us lost out at sea

Drowning in happiness, bowed down and broken

Think about it now, probably never should have spoken

But I'm a sucker for a smile, any sympathy

And every tune I write fall short of your symphony

You simply walk in, I'm deafened by the sound

Endless, like the ink that sits in your skin

I'm so thirsty, I could just drown

Fuck, I wanna breathe you in

You keep sayin' that I need you

You keep sayin' I could breathe you

I keep screamin' I could drink you

I wanna drown, I'm so thirsty

I live my life, live it up like a doormat

Gave you my soul and now I wanna get it back

But I was raised to be better than that

Starin' at a pen and paper, just prayin' for your contact

You wanna punch me, well, I really wanna punch you back

Like your style is the image of the things I lack

Need a reason for breathin'? I'll give you none

Did you ever stop to think that you might kill someone?

This is a notice, a noose, tie it up and let it slip

And while you speak poetry, your fuckin' chair got kicked

Now I swing like an old chandelier

The bough never snapped, so I'm just hangin' here

People speak fear, but never really see it

It's a hundred and twenty pounds, it smells like cinnamon

It's infectious, it kills you when you breathe it in

Life is a cannibal, we're all feedin'

Every day, this heart will ache and swell

Haunted by the piano played by Abigail

She's not a person, she's an idea, a thought

The happiness lies in the future that we got

And if there ain't a future, I'm a false prophet

You got the sound in your car, just stop it

'Cause once you pass here, there's no turnin' back

Open up your lungs and let the water drip in

You keep sayin' that I need you

You keep sayin' I could breathe you

I keep screamin' I could drink you

I wanna drown, I'm so thirsty

When I'm with you, I miss you, a weird phenomenon

A thief stealin' your words to put them in a song

It's so gross on the inside, take what I need

Consumed in the best and worst ways, believe

There's a name for this bloody-hearted orphan

When they ask what happened, I'll tell 'em how I warned 'em

Shoved the shells in unloaded to the powder

Turned our skin black, now I'm tryna find a way back

'Til them long looks amend nothing and everything

The way that you talk, I swore that you sing

I think you sung me a love song

I think you sung me a love song

You can't help me 'cause I'm infinitely thirsty

You can't help me 'cause I'm oh so thirsty

You can't save me 'cause forever I'm thirsty

I wanna drown, I'm so thirsty

You keep sayin' that I need you

I keep sayin' I could breathe you

We keep screamin' I could drink you

I wanna drown, I'm so thirsty

You keep sayin' that I need you

I keep sayin' I could breathe you

We keep screamin' I could drink you

I wanna drown, I'm so thirsty