no energy.

Yeah, I'm so tired of these problems I just wanna smile and happily disown them

But life just doesn't play that way, sometimes you need to realize that they exist to face, yeah

But I just wanna run away, maybe find another place, cause right here they do create

More (More, more)

I know I cannot run away, question every step I take, feel like no one can relate

No (No, no)

Even though some do, but my view is blocked by all the fingers pointing at me, making me feel like a fool

Maybe it's just you, who doesn't realize that we just grew in different directions that we wanna pursue

And I just wanna be kind, but mentally I feel like I'm a bad guy

'Cause people say that I might, but I'm not too sure

I'm a villain in disguise, the type that I myself despise

Feel like I'm hurting inside, wish my heart was pure

Please stop me from becoming evil, lately I don't know what to believe in

In the mirror I see the biggest enemy, please don't talk to me, I got no energy

Another fight that ends in disappointment, I'm feeling tired of being another problem

And you keep wasting my time by stealing identities, so don't talk to me, I got no energy

Shouldn't take this seriously, cause I'm so fed up with you playing me this time

Need to go to a therapist and talk about this, cause lately I'm falling behind, yeah

So many voices in my head are saying that I'm the cause of so much pain

While I'm just in my room creating music, so I can't be saved from all this pressure

That's getting put on me, I started overusing pleasure

Man it's so sad to see the happy me vanish, while acting so reckless

Your toxic shit is very infectious, you're teaching me lessons on how not to be

That's why I keep on stressing that I don't wanna be near you, all because you try to mess with everything

That I keep doing

And I just wanna be kind, but mentally I feel like I'm a bad guy

Cause people say that I might, but I'm not too sure

I'm a villain in disguise, the type that I myself despise

Feel like I'm hurting inside, wish my heart was pure

Please stop me from becoming evil, lately I don't know what to believe in

In the mirror I see the biggest enemy, please don't talk to me, I got no energy