Bittersweet

I know you want me to let go

You know you're cynical, and you're not scared to show

I'm sick of tuning in your fucking radio

You're not ashamed to undergo the status-quo

And when the slaughter's done, they keep draining my pain

Is there an end to this? Or will this life keep drying out my brain?

So, keep rolling the dice, keep my anger alive

I'm not ready to die!

This is a new beginning

This time it's me that's singing

I'm not looking for forgiveness

I just want to kill this madness screaming in my head

Don't you wonder how much time

There's left for us to push against the wall

How come the sun's not rising when you told a lie to make it shine?

Insanity does not mean you've the right to scream

It's always too much pressure, I'm barely standing out

Let's hope that somehow no one rips of my yelling and shuts me off

No nightmare can distract me I just see it crystal clear

Stop fighting battles you already lost

Now there's no reason why you should keep all your guns

Murderous ways provide the blood you're bathing in

Just recognize your life's a sin

This is a new beginning

This time it's me that's singing

I'm not looking for forgiveness

I just want to kill this madness screaming in my head

Don't you wonder how much time

There's left for us to push against the wall

Inevitable downfall, we're diving way too deep

No place where life gets better, no place where's safe to sleep

I know you want me to let go

But it's my duty to keep fighting 'til the music takes my soul

(Fuck!)