Do It To Myself

Insecurities

Keep bouncin' around my head, stalking me

Sticking to my skin like vaseline

And no one knows, and no one knows

The higher that I go

The harder that I fall on broken bones

I'm going through withdrawals when no one's home

Nobody's there, I'm fucking scared

But I'm getting so used to this feeling

Doing everything but healing

Wish I could stop the bleeding

(But instead)

I do it to myself

I do it to myself

I do it to myself

The more I hurt, the worse it gets

Take me when I'm weak

And feed these masochistic tendencies

All my trauma soaked in gasoline

So no one knows, yeah, no one knows

I'm scared to take a break

Scared to give myself time to think

Shut up, I don't wanna hear a thing

Fuck you, I don't wanna hear a thing

No, I don't wanna die again

But I don't wanna catch my breath

When I stagger, we'll start falling off

But I'm getting so used to this feeling

Doing everything but healing

Wish I could stop the bleeding

(But instead)

I do it to myself

I do it to myself

I do it to myself

The more I hurt, the worse it gets

Yeah, I do it to myself

I do it to myself

I do it to myself

The more I hurt, the worse it gets, gets