i been waiting for a long time
for someone or something to ease my mind
i’m so lonely sometimes
but i don’t give off signs
so it hit them by surprise
when they finally realized
i feel lonely too
i feel lonely too
i don’t have the biggest fanbase but i got a lot of friends
they looking out for me, prolly will to the end
and my team is pretty cool, we might change the rules
give paris a new sound, they got the tools
i’m making moves in a solemn way
that means a lot of contemplation
i don’t do vacation
after class i’m in creation
mode and my confidence exploded cause i’m not bad
im tryna get the resilience that pac had
i been waiting for a long time
i been waiting
i been taking time for granted
they say my point of view is slanted, i got no advantage
they fuck with my antics, but sometimes i’m stranded
this shit demanding, and my life distracting
i spend my time by wasting it,
i’m waiting and the basis is
half my days are packed the other slack so i embrace this shit
i finna make it big
i keep my shit undercover
so not one motherfucker
who wasn’t in the studio
knows what happened they can stutter
that might even be my brother
that might , be my mother
i think being confidential is what gets you out the gutter
i don’t like being judged but i like being seen
specially when my threads nice and i’m fresh and i’m clean
i don’t post cause i want to,
i don’t boast bitch i’m onto
new levels and i revel so they ready not impromptu
i might prompt you to believe some other shit i might be john pugh
i might pass tomorrow note that i don’t want to
figured once i signed i would have got through
these storms but i ain’t so i guess that was untrue
i can’t, i can’t,
i put time in rolling then time starts flowing
when i’m on it
i been wasting time its fine
cause i’m still in my prime with rhymes
but i’m not patient
i might break shit
i’m not ancient
i’m not aging
but i feel time
sometimes it’s flagrant
cause i often get complacent
that’s what blocks me from amazing
them so i might leave
got other places to be
i ain’t be out in the street
since they jumped me on repeat
and time was flying i was on the ground
i ain’t die but life was frowns
i ain’t lying i been down
since i was 9 i never found
no motivation for my days
you can see it in my gaze
sometimes i lose hope it’s in my throat it’s in the way
but i refuse to give time away
, i use it more wisely wait
another day
more shit they altercate
there’s too much violence i can’t do shit
i might just sit,
on my balcony watching it in the clouds, i might slip
i’m halfway off and i’m just hanging,
is it THC god dammit
james you changed last summer
i vanished,