killing myself (og)

Bitch think I'm a meal thicket, hell nah

I got shooters in the cut that do anything I want

Ooh, and I got the swag, you know it's all on ten

And I got some bitches that are ready to shake that ass for the free

Yeah, that mean I got bitches that are just waiting to link with Lil Tro

And I never got shit from anybody, so I do everything for myself

But no, I'm not Mr. Miyagi, bitch, we can't kick shit

And I try to visit my granny every day, 'cause I love her, yeah, to death

And my mama and I be arguing sometimes, but I swear we gon' fix that

And sometimes I feel like falling back on drugs, 'cause I don't see no other way out

And I see myself dying up in my dreams, so I don't sleep

Ha, that mean I don't close my eyes until the sun go up

Ha, lately I've been seeing who is real and who is fake

And I swear that shit is scary cause at one point we was all the same

And I notice myself changing everyday

And it's scary cause I don't know if it's for the better or for the worse

I've been dapping people up that I don't even know the names of

But somebody said he knew me since I was a little kid

Like what the fuck hold, hold on, hold on

I don't think I recognize your face (face)

But I don't remember shit anyway, think the drugs was laced

I think I've been gaining a big ego, feel like Ye

No, I can't take no shit from nobody, no more bitch I'm not faced

But the last time I cried was like an hour ago, man

I'm just keeping it real

Man, I've been going through it for like two years, I'm just keeping it real

And sometimes I wanna kill myself, but I don't got the guts to pull it

And I swear that it's a good thing, haha

I will never kill myself just because of my fam

I know everybody been going through it all on their own

We've been suffering enough losses

I can't inflict that type of damage upon them

Not on my parents, not on my grandparents, not on my mud brothers that I call my fam

I would roll over in my grave if I do that