lágrima

Fatigued and dazed but finely sewn

An unfelt touch, numb to the bone

"Did it work? Don't give me hope

I still need you here"

Not one tear breaks

From news my heart just can't take

We have so much less than forever

I too, just need you here

Its got me fucked up

I just gotta go

Floating feels chaos ensuing

I'm stuck in outer space

I find I cannot face

My lack of presence turning ever-present

Easy exits lead direction,

Breaking tethers

I get so high just to clip my wings

It's just grain's 'ol thing I guess

And while my rein is getting ok

My heart is starting to decay

Into someone I never knew

This sharp turn down this avenue

Is gonna look a little grey

To my life's dismay

And her post-op pain's holding chains on her

While I'm selfishly here

We need each other more than ever

And despite all I'm feeling

The tears won't fall, the tears won't fall

The tears won't fall, the tears won't fall

The tears won't fall, the tears won't fall

The tears won't fall, the tears won't fall

The tears won't fall, the tears won't fall

The tears won't fall, the tears won't fall

The tears won't fall, the tears won't fall

The tears won't fall, the tears won't fall

Not making memories

Harder than ever to see backwards

Losing my time at a breakneck pace

Since I missed my starting shot for the makeup race

I left 'em on read for something like two hundred days

Hyperbole burdens me from the truth

My uncertainty fervently burns in me

I compensate with fluffing up the mess

Don't ask me 'bout my music

My mind won't give it a rest

Shooting down compliments like I've been

Post-traumatically distressed

It's just grain's 'ol thing I guess

And I see those toxic traits when I'm alone sometimes