Letter To My Wife

I know we haven't met but I am bettering

My own weakened mind with guidance from Christ

I hope my absent dad that did grant me beatings

Will know abuse it dies with my old life

I'm working on this rap thing to give you a life you deserve

I'm certain that I'm hacking at the the roots of my darkened past

A virgin I will remain till the night of our honeymoon

Not living the rapper lifestyle cause I know your worth

Like Proverbs says you're hard to find and worth more than diamonds

Your courage is a mountain and I won't regret the mighty

Team we will become I'll have your back you'll have mine

Demons start to run when they hear that we do fight

For the Kingdom for Christ and we won't hesitate

We've both eaten the fire that leads to pain and hate

I'll be seeking to find ya tho my day to day

Is more work than most comprehend in their nine to five

This is a letter to my wife

Though we haven't met up I do fight

To make myself better to do what's right

This is a letter to my wife

Yeah this is a letter to my five

You are the reason I put up this grind

So you and our kids can live and thrive

This is a letter, this is a letter

Though I am a bit of a conspiracy theorist

Knowing that my nerdy senses are prevalent

Should make me easier to understand in this

Lifetime but my theories come true in less than a year

I hope you read a lot as well cause I don't really do

The Netflix and chill thing I prefer to hallucinate

While looking at a dead tree with ink blots scattered on it

Definitely I will give you weird old history facts

But it won't ever be bland cause

I don't classify myself as normal anymore

Surely a peasant who became a lord

Means a massive bunch more than wealth or gold adorned

Castles made of sand I know where I stand

Rapping for my King I choke when I see

How the modern man treats a woman no respect

How my brethren have been chivalrous in reverse it's sick

This is a letter to my wife

Though we haven't met up I do fight

To make myself better to do what's right

This is a letter to my wife

Yeah this is a letter to my five

You are the reason I put up this grind

So you and our kids can live and thrive

This is a letter, this is a letter

I will wait patiently till the day that we meet

But won't sit wasting the time I have celibate

I will build my business then when we meet we can be

Building together making empires for our legacy

This rap game I do love it but I won't sell my soul

Cause my dame Christ owns it He paid in blood and in full

So I will be a fool if I don't give Him all

The glory even though I am a warrior with a sorta big ego

I admit my pride sometimes gets in the way of logic

Trust me I hate that side of me but I won't watch no pornography

I wanna keep my mind clean even though I have stumbled in

To that trap before but I can't hold to evil thoughts

So in parity I walk waiting for you to walk through the door

I am cleaning the gorge in my heart for ya to Christ I hold

I pray you won't let no man defile ya at any time

This goes for you and any girl listening to this song right now

This is a letter to my wife

Though we haven't met up I do fight

To make myself better to do what's right

This is a letter to my wife

Yeah this is a letter to my five

You are the reason I put up this grind

So you and our kids can live and thrive

This is a letter, this is a letter

This is a letter to my wife

Though we haven't met up I do fight

To make myself better to do what's right

This is a letter to my wife

Yeah this is a letter to my five

You are the reason I put up this grind

So you and our kids can live and thrive

This is a letter, this is a letter