Rat In The Snow

Yeah, yeah

The soundtrack to my life is

Spot on exactly like this

The rain keeps pouring down

Enough for me to drown in

I try to find some islands

But all I found was silence

So I just kept on swimming

I'm getting mighty tired

Don't want to see me as a victim of this current

But who's really on my side when it comes down to it

If it ain't about the money

And it ain't about the dream

Then why am I still battling with thoughts of what it means

I don't know why

And that's why I'm asking you

Like what am I to do?

And who am I to you?

And what amount is cool?

Or the things I never do

For me to even ask

I never intended to

But that's the way it is

I'm right here trying to find you

Still feel no fear, I'm alone

I'm right here just behind you

Visible like a rat in the snow

I'm right here trying to catch you

But your shadow never still, I'm alone

I'm right here just behind you

Visible like a rat in the snow

In an ocean bigger than

Anything I ever swim

It gets lonely all the time

Explain it with a synonym

I just keep on peddling

Though it's only evident

That I'm barely floating

But I do know that it's better than

Sinking to the bottom of these waters

I've already been a couple times

It ain't gorgeous

This ain't a place that you would want to see

All the heartbreak and the lying and the scuffling

Please trust me you don't want it

And I can do whatever to prevent you do the same

Cause as soon as they can spot you on the TV things change

Even if you never did

Even if you never will

When all the loving turns to hate

That's just the way it is

I'm right here trying to find you