When I cry, I'm thirteen again
Still got my braces on, so I smile less
Go home after school, cause I got no friends
I get called a fag for the way I dress
Then I'm sixteen, and I got my first job
Picked my girlfriend up in my beat up car
Said I'd go to hell, cause our love was wrong
And I believed it too, now she's gone
Cross my heart
I would never need no one
Had to die
If I was gonna be someone
Stuck a knife in my ribs
Killed the person that I've been
There's a new me now
I don't know who she is
I don't know who she is
I don't know who she is
I don't know who she is
I don't know who she is
Eighteen years got me a little cocky
College girls all saying that they want me
But they don't
They got a boyfriend back home
And I left the girl who really loved me all alone
All of my friends think I'm acting like a dick
I know they're right, but that's something I won't admit
So I'll go out and party till I'm fucking sick
And go home with somebody who won't give a shit
Cross my heart
I would never need no one
Had to die
If I was gonna be someone
Stuck a knife in my ribs
Killed the person that I've been
There's a new me now
I don't know who she is
I don't know who she is
I don't know who she is
I don't know who she is
I don't know who she is
I don't know who she is
I don't know who she is
I don't know who she is
I don't know who she is
Cross my heart
I would never need no one
Had to die
If I was gonna be someone
Stuck a knife in my ribs
Killed the person that I've been
There's a new me now
Now I'm driving home from my show
Got people singing my songs
Twenty five years old
I never thought I'd get this far
There's a girl to my right
I found my peace in her silhouette
I lost the person I used to be
But she makes me feel like myself again