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Once was enough to have me questioning
Twice I don't know why I did that again
I try to be sane but Im not built that way
Its not good for me
Truth is
I was always gonna let you go
I'm Better off alone
I gave you a piece of my heart
That was already broke
Do You still have it?
I wonder if you hold it close
Coz what we had was magic
& it Made me feel stoned
Till it became tragic
But tragedy's my home
& I know that sounds drastic
But it Has been
Since time froze
5 years ago
You made me feel something
& restored my hope
Blocking you is best for us both
We're both a little toxic
Wish we ended on a better note
So
I think you should know
I only sabotage to make the pain hurt less though
I fell to hard, felt you pulling away
So I chose to let go
I felt safe & that made me afraid
Even though
Our love felt like it was fate
Once was enough to have me questioning
Twice I don't know why I did that again
Is This just a bit of fun
Sometimes I wish I never met you
Coz now I can't forget you
Im Fighting the urge to text you
Our first kiss
Felt bliss
But Is something I wish
Didn't exist
Actually there's a long list
But My Drinks are mixed
& I need another hit
I remember everything
Our love was like a trip
But Lost love is just apart of the way that I live
& We Different kind of connection
I Love you how loved my gift
You were my most beautiful lesson
Remember how you could read my thoughts
Within a matter of seconds?
I Hate that bond that we formed
I made my choice
& I chose to walk
I closed my doors
I was treated like I was nothing at all
But made to feel sure that I meant more than I thought
Confusing right
Once was enough to have me questioning
Twice I don't know why I did that again
Is This just a bit of fun
& In a few months
I probably won't ever cross your mind
Which is fucked
Coz You'll still be the reason that I write
I knew I could never be enough
But that is my fault so it has to fine
But if we aren't together
I can't be in your life
Knowing your doing everything we were meant to, with a fucking guy
What, you think that wouldn't kill me inside
When you should've been all mine?
& please Don't take this the wrong way
But I hope that you really let this song play
Coz these are the words I will not say
I've always had to pay
For love with some sort of pain
& I really want to know
Did you push me away
Knowing I would end things
Thinking it would save me
From the heartache
Instead of just telling me
That your whole heart changed?
Once was enough to have me questioning
Twice I don't know why I did that again
Is This just a bit of fun