I Eat Green Berets for Breakfast

I wish that I could end this

But I'm too afraid to try

Afraid to try

And I wanna scream

I feel it in my lungs

In every breath I take

In my bones, in my heart

With every smile I fake

The look of dead eyes

The fear, the lies, and this disguise

And I feel it in my blood

And it makes me numb

I wish that I could end this

But I'm too afraid to try

And I don't know what to say to you

If you wanted to know why

I wish that things were easier

But the stars are not aligned

And my heart can't survive

Pain lets me know that I'm alive

Something's surrounding me

Pulled under and I can't breathe

Reflections lie to me

I see what they don't see

The look of dead eyes

The fear, the lies and this disguise

And I feel it drowning me

And I wanna scream

I wish that I could end this

But I'm too afraid to try

And I don't know what to say to you

If you wanted to know why

I wish that things were easier

But the stars are not aligned

And my heart can't survive

Pain lets me know that I'm alive

And I was broken

But now I'm standing on my own

A new moment to begin

The scars of our past

Don't have to hold us back

But I'm addicted to the way you make me feel and

I'll never understand

You'll never understand

And I wanna scream

I wish that I could end this

But I'm too afraid to try

And I don't know what to say to you

If you wanted to know why

I wish that I could hate you

But I cannot live a lie

And my heart can't survive

My heart can't survive

I wanted to stop breathing

But I'm too afraid to die

I don't know what to say to you

If you wanted to know why

And now everyone is telling me

That I've lost my mind

And if I tried to get it back

I'm scared of what I'd find

I am broken