I Admit It

You really got me trippin

I followed my heart instead of my head, why didn't I listen?

I still be tryna find love when my heart still need some fixin

I knew better, but I couldn't figure out your intentions

I admit it, I ain't really care, cause I just wanted attention

I admit it, I fell in love with you with every sentence

I admit it

You got me trippin

I thought it was love, but it really was hurt

You wanted me last, but I wanted you first

My mama been mad, I stopped going to church

Lord can you forgive me, I'm really just hurt

I'm new to these feelings, I don't know how they work

Took a good look inside, I started to search

Started looking at you, like is this really what's worth?

Tired of being tired, I think that's how I'm wired

Girls who don't love me back, I think I just admire

I be praying cause the devil working hard inside my mind

And I really wanna kill myself, but I know it's not my time

And I really think it's selfish if I leave my mama crying

Asking"Lord why, why you take my son, why?"

That's some really deep shit, but that's what I got inside my mind

People really don't know this the late night shit that got me crying

Realized people only care when you shine

Realized people only care when you got diamonds

Fuck it, you ain't one of mine

Fuck it

I'd rather be lonely and stay silent

This love shit really politics, give a fuck about Joe Biden

Girl I really like you, don't give a fuck about your body

I genuinely care, why the fuck you keep posting your body?

You must wanna die young, give a fuck about no Roddy

I should've been fucking with other bitches, I'm not sorry

But I also know it'll be a whole lot of red like Playboi Carti

Fuck it