Help Me Spell My Name

When I look at myself in the mirror

I see a broken soul

With no more sense to fight

Oh I hate what I see in the mirror

Sometimes I feel the need

To leave this life behind

I know that things go well

And I have to be ashamed

I know that I'm a fool

To think of leaving this game

Oh Lord will you help me spell my name

All I wish is the strength

That gets me up again

To write a thousand songs

To run the million miles

All I want is some self-respect

To become my friend

Then I can move the moutains

I would never climb

I know it's just a stage

That I'm going through

But somehow it'll always

Lead me begging to you

Oh Lord will you help me spell my name

But still I'm hur ting the few

That I really love

I feel like a fool

Will they understand

Will they try to see

That it's so hard to be me

I know I'm such a fool

To be unhappy now

But every single day

I feel more lonesome somehow

Oh please will you help me

Oh please will you help me

Oh please will you help me spell my name

Oh Lord - will you help me find my way