Hey friend, I need to tell you something
I'm not doing well inside my head
My heart is a bleeding mess
I'm dying slowly, I will confess
And the reason is that I cannot speak
Can't find the words to make you see
To make you feel like you're safe with me
Hey love, I need to say something
I'm a little broken inside this brain
I know that I'm kinda driving you insane
Because I'm battling all this pain
Well, battling everything in sight
Losing the war despite my might
Because I can't even fight right
Hey family, I need to tell you something
I'm an asshole even though I know
That I'm capable of being more
I know that it feels like all I show
Is me falling down, failing to grow
But I'll keep pushing through the pain
I know that, one day, pride I'll gain
Hey friend, I need to tell you something
Hey love, I have a thing to say
Hey family, listen to me for a second today
I'm screaming in your direction
Just begging for affection
Just needing some connection
But I can't find perfection
I'm lost in my deception
I say one thing but mean something else
I don't know the truth
I know you can tell that
I'm this close to my grade being fail
And, in this life game that feels like hell
I just wanna find a home
A place where I can be strong
A place for my forlorn soul
A place where I belong