heaven is grey

Breakin' away from the chains that keep me in place

I'm dyin' today, you gon' piss on my grave

I'm leavin' this plane, go to heaven today

Well, it turns out that heaven is grey

And we've lost things we cannot replace

Nevertheless, in the rain

I remember your beautiful face

And I thought that things would never change

Maybe I'm right 'cause the pain

Never seems to go away

It just changes it form

Yeah, it changes it shape

Or another pain just takes it place

I can hardly even see my reflection now

I love when you question how I love you then hex me out

I need more alcohol

Or something to drown me now

Just give me more alcohol

So I don't feel terrible

Breakin' away from the chains that keep me in place

I'm dyin' today, you gon' piss on my grave

I'm leavin' this plane, go to heaven today

Well, it turns out that heaven is grey

And we've lost things we cannot replace

Nevertheless, in the rain

I remember your beautiful face

And I thought that things would never change

Maybe I'm right 'cause the pain

Never seems to go away

It just changes it form

Yeah, it changes it shape

Or another pain just takes it place

Never thought that I'd see heaven this way

But now my soul's goin' away

I'm makin' my way, yeah I make my escape

She told me that I'd never change

I remember, I was seven

I can feel the fuckin' tension

I fall apart, but love my brethren

Should probably see a fuckin' medic

I remember, Mom was stressin'

About this money, I had to get it

Life's a cycle, never ending

Born again and now defenseless

I hope you shed a tear to this

I wanna keep you near

But this music makes me feel so distant

I know that one day I'll regret it

Breakin' away from the chains that keep me in place