Letras
A lot of days I sit and reminisce about all my ppl who dead and gone
I'm tired of niggahs tryna tell me what to do, leave me the hell alone
All the shit I did for you niggahs and yet yall still do me wrong
That's why all I kick it with is my cutwaters, dabs, n a bong
RIP to my niggah J-Worl, I had to take a trip
RIP to big cuzo Geechie, bitch and that's on Crip!
When I heard big cuzo Zeno left, my ass went hella loco
Imma do all that I said I would so watch over yo cuzzo KinDro
My purple lady, RIP to favorite auntie Stacey
Im sorry that I'm down here on this earth going crazy
I miss my cuzzo Kese, I was devastated when I heard the news
Since a bunch of my ppl died I'm closed off and I'm always in bad moods
When My Uncle Kevin died, I admit, I lost a couple screws
Now I'm super honest when I talk but most of yall say I'm rude
I'm hurting and it's super hard to heal from wounds that came from trauma
I swear on my soul I still think about my big Cuzzo Dana
I wish I could take back what I said to you and that was here breathing
It fuccs me up at times because I did same thing with my big cuzzo Allen
Thankfully, I aint do the same thing with my big Cuzzo Ricky
But he got taken from us by some bullshit, RIP to all three
Lil Malikhi, you was yo mommas's sunshine
Didn't get to make it a full year, n That shit weighs Heavy on my mind
Damn Rayshawn you was taken from us and you was just a kid
I'm remembering all the ppl I've lost and I done flipped my lid
Grandma Vivian I miss the hot water cornbread and homemade jams
I miss you too Gran I swear lately I've been feeling damned
Rip Auntie Rita and my lil cuzo Chunk
I swear to God all this death around me got me fucced up
My uncle TJ gone and my Uncle baybay Too
I be going thru dark moments but folks act like they ain't got a clue
Granddad Sam I swear I think about you all the time
It's crazy how all I see is Darkness in the Daytime