Growth

I get brazen and bold, when I'm blazing it's so

So typical, I know there ain't no saving my soul

Late nights often turn into mornings, I'm in the lab recording

'Member when I used to have to hustle for some Jordan's

Now I'm all about the luxury and finer things

Fuck a diamond bezel, perfect timing, give me diamond rings

I wanna be, icy like a hockey rink and solid like a hockey puck

Not worry 'bout what others think and make too much can't count it up

Real shit, feel this, memorize it, spit it back

Unless you fam or you a fan your phone I'll never hit it back

Why they on my line for no reason?

I ain't hit 'em back quick enough they changing like the seasons

Get it straight, keep it straight, when we connect you come correct

Y'all see my life is taking off so fuck the stress, man I digress

Can't sleep like I used to

Shit comes and goes too soon

One day I'll find it

Some day I'll feel brand new

Actin' brand new but I ain't feelin' it

Emotions pouring out of me I don't know how to deal with it

Trust in the process Embiid said, my success impeded

By my thoughts, one minute sunny out the next I'm in the dark

I've been living life, trying to find the meaning of it all

Am I bound to live in squaller, will I ball 'til I fall?

I think the latter, I'm on my way up as it is

Don't think that it even matter 'cause I get it how I live

And as of late? I'm living real well

Tell myself that I deserve it 'cause I been through hell

Steep grade downfall, downhill fast

I be moving all alone I guess my Jill ain't found her Jack, but

Every king he needs a castle 'fore he finds a queen

You ain't with it don't you worry, movin' on to better things

See it's easy, I don't want no static TV

You ain't with me for the long haul then you better fuckin' leave me

That's real

Can't sleep like I used to

Shit comes and goes too soon

One day I'll find it

Some day I'll feel brand new

Running through it all