Letras
Maybe they mad 'cause I proved that I don't need 'em
Or maybe they're mad I'm proof that healing is possible
Maybe they're mad 'cause I did what they did not do
Maybe they mad I did it first
Maybe they mad at my genetics
I am conventionally attractive, I can't help it
Maybe they mad 'cause I'm not what they expected
Maybe they mad 'cause I didn't keep 'em comfortable
Maybe they're mad 'cause I chose myself
Maybe they mad I ain't wanna be their friend
Maybe they mad I ain't wanna be their lover
Maybe they mad they couldn't get what they wanted from me
I sat up in bed again, staring into the night
Thought of things I could've done
All the words I still can't find
How will I express it all and in the best way?
'Cause I feel the weight
The impact of art I have yet to create
I got the peace I prayed for
Passed every test to earn it
What do I want before I move?
'Cause I am not the same person
Identities died
In learning these lessons
The war is over in my mind now
I'm quiet in the wreckage
All distractions been removed
Nothing to stir up my thoughts
My addiction ripped from the root
All its luster now lost
Yeah, I've been learning
Learning a lot in this in-between
I don't care how it looks to you
I only care how it feels to me
If you ain't out here sharing my work
Don't tell me what I fucking need
Yeah, yeah, I'm so mean
I'll be a bitch if that's the only way to be a queen
This moment of peace a slow release of
These inhibitions
Reset my nervous system
Still working through kinks and glitches
I put it in the songs and y'all still ain't hear
I was crying out and it was music to your ears
My screams ethereal, you forgot they were real
I write in tears so you can cry tears
Yeah, a real person made this