Letras
WHY IS EVERYONE STARING
It will never be loud enough
To drown out
What if I would
What if I could
Will it ever be loud enough
To shut out the voices
You can't
You won't
I grind the tip of my pen
Through pages of thoughts
That never came to be
If I tortured these words
Would they change
They will never change
It can never be
It will never be
Is there a goddamn thing that I could say
That would shatter this lie
What if I screamed
What if this nightmare is actually a dream
Nothing is as it seems
Nothing is as it seems
Don't believe the smiles
Don't believe the calm
The tension is building
Can no one hear the alarms
The sirens are blaring
No one seems to be caring
Why is everyone staring
Why is everyone staring
Is that hair that I'm tearing
Is this my blood I'm wearing
Why is everyone staring
Why is everyone staring
Can no one see the grief that they are bearing
Why is everyone staring
Why is everyone staring
I shouldn't have let it out
How can I ever put it back
I should have never let it out
Why would I bring myself back here
I should have left it all alone
I should have left well enough alone
I was happy not remembering
I was happy to forget
Ripped out a piece of me
And I should never put it back here
Don't you remember all the pain
There is nothing here to gain
Has this always been inside
Was all this laughter madness in disguise
My normal is waning
My altitude gaining
why is everyone staring
My innocence staining
why is everyone staring