Weird Kid

I've been a weird kid all my life

Maybe the weirdest of my kind

I checked the doorknobs every night

To prove that no one hides behind

Cause I

Tried

To take care of my mother

I tried

To find

A way to be her daughter

I am done being mature

That's not

What childhood's for

I'm down to lose control

Cause I

I finally claim my role

I've been a weird kid all my life

Maybe the weirdest of my time

A stomach poisoned by the mind

Too overwhelmed to ease my eyes

Cause I

Tried

To take care of my father

I tried

To find

A way to be his daughter

I am done being mature

That's not

What childhood's for

I'm down to lose control

Cause I

I finally claim my role

I am sorry

It's nobody's fault

I tried to fit in

But the tensions

Of your past

Got carried onto my skin

I am done being mature

That's not

What childhood's for

I'm down to lose control

Cause I

I finally claim my role

I am done being mature

That's not

What is childhood for?

I'm down to lose control

Cause I

I finally get my role