D0N'T R3M1ND M3

I'm tryna stay sane

Tryna stay in control

But it's hard when my mind

Keeps betraying my soul

Sometimes my mind

Has a mind of its own

So I take my time

Won't have time when I'm gone

What good is time when

Half the time I'm losing it

The other half

I'm building my own crucifix

Sorry mama

I tried hard to change

But my past, present and future

Are one and the same

Even last time

When I came to visit

You thought I had an episode

But I didn't. Ain't that some shit

You acting like

You want me to change

When you really think

I'm crazy and deranged

Strange ain't it

The fuck do you expect me to think

When you get stressed out

you cave in and pour yourself a drink

And you cry

Then I try hard to make you smile

But my empathy for you is fading out,

And it hurts me to say it

But you know that it's true

I won't forget my past

If I keep looking at you

Don't acknowledge the fact

That I'm fighting to live

You hold grudges

You'd rather die with than forgive

I know I'm crazy

Don't remind me

How could I forget it

Wit a middle name like Giovanni

Yeah, you'd like for me to blame

All this shit on my pops

But when he was down

You let the whole family drop

But that's between

You and him though

I watched it all fall down

But what do kids know

What I do know

Is I need a new home

Cuz I ain't coming back

Till my name's on a tombstone

Cold ain't I?

Well that's how I learned to be

So put a sweater on

Don't take it personally