Letras
Got a couple things, got to get off
Got to get back, but at what cost?
All I've put in, just to be my last stop
I'll let you in, see what's behind the backdrop
Couple things that I never made clear
Runaway, end up back home just to stay here
Runaway, just to find out gotta' face fears
Never thought I'd see myself here after 8 years
I guess I'm scared of change, and all that new shit
But if I take no risk, that chance I'm gonna' lose it
I always had that dream, my life it can't be useless
Is it all mistakes when I'm making this music?
But I guess they called dreams for a reason
Cause they far from reality
I guess these doubts really still chasing after me
Funny how achieving dreams cause more insanity
Sometimes think it's strange, but it makes sense
If you've reached your goals, then what's left?
Just reality
Plain old simple shit
What's the point of living shit
Wish things were little different shit
We already won at life so fuck all of that winning shit
Same thing just not hitting shit
Damn it's been a minute shit
I mean, maybe my dreams just to shallow
Done too much for me to be thinking that low
Like, compared to my homie man I'm blessed
I know he doing a lot, even though he got a lot less
Dead broke, long shifts, almost losing conscious
Giving checks right to his mom to end up beat with strong hits
Walk two hours just to talk with friends don't get along with
Just for me to end up singing songs about the wrong shit
All that shit he go through somehow he still make time
And I'm out here complaining that I need some break time
'Bout some goals and some dreams that I can't find
Some things more important than rapping on this baseline
Everything alright
But he putting on a act
Seems like everything he do
He's just always falling flat
Holding many feelings in
So he always wanna scrap
I didn't say all of that shit
Just so I could take it back
Don't have what I want, he don't have what he need
He's a lot of things that I wish I couldn't see
Feel like I owe him, bigger man, what I gotta' be
Never gave shit, all the things that he gave to me
It's only right that I help him
I always, I always been a little selfish
Guess it's time to be a little selfless
Probably my mission to go help all the helpless
Damn
Never stay alone, hate what that feels like
Talk to god, give me options just to wheel by
But I know we can't really make that deal right?
A lot of wishes, but fuck, this is real life