Monsoon

I don't fall in love

I just feel bad, I'm getting over

And I'm just

I don't fall in love

I just feel bad, I'm getting over

And I'm just hoping you'll be home

When I wake up, when I wake up

Sometimes, I remember that day

Couple kids on the way to your place

After school, we'd sit on your porch

But nowadays, that ain't us anymore

Say what you want, that I never cared

I needed you most and you weren't there

Breaking our promise, I picked up the pieces

They cut up my hands and you watched as I'm bleeding

Say I say I'm not mad but baby, I'm seething

I turned to a heathen I turned to a spirit

Thought what we had was something worth keeping

But you didn't keep it, now I'm disappearing

Got too attached, I wanted you bad

I stare at my window and watch as you leaving

Looked in the past, for something to grab

And hold to my chest, oh baby, I'm reaching

I guess the hurt won't go if the rain still pours

There's a monsoon that I can't take anymore

Lost all my songs and the pages you torn

Gone with the wind and it's slamming the door

Locked my heart, then you tossed the keys

I'm still holding on to memories

But now I'm thinking that it's make-believe

This is a letter that you'll never read

Man, I hate those memories

Now I know of no better things

I really love how I watch my everything turn enemy

And I'm so tired of this sh

Might just set fire to this bridge

Watch it while it burn down

Guess I learned how forever sure came quick

Mental is straining, can't rest

Having issues, been dead

But I guess that I swallowed the guilt that you left

Just had to call the U.S

You spill out your thoughts and it rings in my head

Baby, I said you're turning your back

I'm not here to judge but if it's who you have

I'm tired of dealing with time and stuff