I don't care
What the hells going on
Can't you tell that I'm gone
No ones here I'm alone
I don't care
Im aware that I'm wrong
My cares have been gone
Nightmares feel like home
I don't care
I can't be caught trippin
Because I know that im right
And you can't slow down because this is my life
And if your watching, caught me slipping
Then its alright dont take life to serious
Homie its a fucking lie
And every time Ill be the who yells and destroys his home
A Fucking kid who never learned to hold head, and know
That's why now, I hold myself so high, and never fucking quit
Because it feels like your eyes are still glued to that kid
So call me this and call me that
And bring food to my table
Such a pretty smile, such a lovely neighbor
You can feel it in their eyes, your long deserved label
Truth wrapped in charm, but barely fucking stable
And I dont fucking care
Fake love in the air
And everybody can fucking die and go to hell
And I know its all in my head But dont care!
Alone in my home happy in my own nightmare
I don't care
What the hells going on
Can't you tell that I'm gone
No ones here I'm alone
I don't care
Im aware that I'm wrong
My cares have been gone
Nightmares feel like home I don't care
The memories we share, but you don't even care
I'm alone, I'm a mess, but please don't compare
Because we are not alike, you're a monster that feeds off the light
My shine inside is going dim
I try and hold on but the weight on my shoulders
I try to be strong, go to war im a soldier
Battle my own demons
Look for any fucking reason
Always do my best
No matter what day or season
But I go one step back, for every three I take
Try to prove myself wrong and that it's no mistake
Try to wake myself up from this hellish place
There is no running away, you and I are caged
This is our home, we are alone
Where have I gone, everything is so wrong
Its so fucked up and im just fucking tired
No place like home
Welcome to my nightmare (I dream alone)
Outside all alone looking at the stars
Contemplating life or death while I twist cigars
Counting how many hits till I get to mars
But gravity keeping me down or maybe it's the bars
Been on the edge for a while should I just jump off?
I'll just leave it up to fate with this coin toss
Tell the dead homes hey ima join yall
Then I aim for the pointed cross
Pray for me won't fall
I don't care
What the hells going on
Can't you tell that I'm gone