Warfare in my head, I cannot save myself
I already told you, girl, I'll end up in hell
I'm inside a car with no brakes and I'm losing control of it
There ain't a single day that I don't wanna throw it all away
I hope that you can take a look at my face and see what's happening
Really deep inside, right behind these lies, girl
Can you rev my heart 'fore I bleed out?
Can you take my life 'fore I do it myself?
I would really like you to sit down
Here with me and tell me honestly, girl
Do you really think my life's worth living?
Do you really think I'm still a human being?
Or am I just another heartless demon that nobody cares about?
'Cause I can't feel a thing, I can't find my heart
So tired of this shit, I am sick as fuck
I tried to fight my sins, but pain is kicking back
How am I standing still when I'm this empty inside?
I can't understand, I cannot stand myself anymore
I'm so unattached, but can you please rev my heart once more?
My mind is fucking gone and I got nothing worth saving anymore
I'm so fucking crazy, I don't care if I gon' lose it all
I really hate that I'm like this
And I don't know if I can change
I wish you could keep me company before I crash
'Cause I'm inside a car with no brakes and I'm losing control of it
There ain't a single day that I don't wanna throw it all away
I hope that you can take a look at my face and see what's happening
Really deep inside, right behind these lies, girl
Can you rev my heart 'fore I bleed out?
Can you take my life 'fore I do it myself?
I would really like you to sit down
Here with me and tell me honestly, girl
Tell me honestly, tell me honestly
Just tell me honestly
Just look at me
I'm inside a car with no brakes and I'm losing control of it
(I've been losing control of it all my life)
There ain't a single day that I don't wanna throw it all away
I despise that I'm living life this way