Goodbye / Now I Am Alive

Yeah I told you baby

I can't stay I know You'll hate me

But please don't blame me

I gotta leave

Up from the safety

Yeah

I gotta go and I don't want to

These the decisions that's gonna haunt you

Later in life if you don't make em now

I told God that ima make it out

Of the depression and the pain

From the oppression and the shame

I tried but I couldn't shake the chains

Then He said Matt you just gotta say

Goodbye

Goodbye

Goodbye

Say goodbye

Goodbye

Goodbye

Goodbye

Now I am alive

Goodbye

Ima say goodbye to my past

I must add

That its kind of like my mustache

I shaved that

I appeared to be clean

But then it grew back

Heart attacked

Sin made it black

I should've knew that

This would never have been easy on my own

Call my phone

That's the Devil

How he know I was home alone

Call me Kevin

Cuz I know I cannot win this on my own

I need some Heaven sent help

That's why I'm calling on you LORD

Yeah

I gotta go and I don't want to

These the decisions that's gonna haunt you

Later in life if you don't make em now

I told God that ima make it out

Of the depression and the pain

From the oppression and the shame

I tried but I couldn't shake the chains

Then He said Matt you just gotta say

Goodbye

Goodbye

Goodbye

Say goodbye

Goodbye

Goodbye

Goodbye

Now I am alive

Goodbye

Yeah

I wanna be honest for a second

I hope you get it

I woke up every single day with a mask on