I'm Not (Remix)

I saw your car drive past my street

Like a ghost that still knows where I sleep

You told your friends you're doing fine

Guess I'm the villain in your pretty lie

You left your shirt in my drawer

Still smells like your cologne and more

But I won't let it pull me back

Not gonna fall into your trap

I'm staring

I'm staring at the ceiling

I'm staring in crying

I'm not breaking, I'm not sad

I'm not crying like you thought I'd be

I'm not aching for the past

You don't get that kind of hold on me

I'm not waiting, not pretending

Like our story's worth defending

I'm not broken, just like you

When this is not goodbye

I'll not break you

I replay the fights on silent nights

But even pain can lose its bite

You said I was too much to love

Now you're too little to think of

I burned the letters, blocked your name

Deleted pictures, kept the frame

'Cause I still look good in that light

Even if you're not in sight

I'm just like breathing

I'm done like breathing

I'm not breaking, I'm not sad

I'm not crying like you thought I'd be

I'm not aching for your past

You don't get that kind of hold on me

I'm not the one still holding on

Like our story's worth defending

I'm not broken, just rebuilding

This is not the end, it's mending

I'm not caving, I'm not played

If it meant something I might have stayed

If love was real, i'd still be near you

But i'm not sinking just to heal you