Wasting My Time

We started off as friends and I had started catching feelings for you

You were so raw to me I swear them boys was sleeping on you

We attracted just like magnets I was reaching for you

I like your energy but I don't really need it from you

I had to catch myself from slipping almost feigning for you

And even though we didn't work I won't be speaking on you

You broke my heart right into pieces I was bleeding on you

But I got better things to do I ain't competing for you

You took my heart away now it's just a hole inside

The love I gave to you so big that you could go inside

I thought that you would hold me down but I was thrown aside

You say you're heartless let me tell you something so am I

But I ain't going back and forth with you that's under me

I can't believe I let them games you play do some to me

Now them rainy days been coming down and thundery

You took my heart away it's f you that's the summary

Wasting my time with no second to spare

I hate how my mind gets the second I care

Maybe God finds me a blessing to spare

I'm breaking all ties with you severing the pair

I'm wrapped in emotions I'm broken I swear

I'm trapped I feel frozen I'm cold as the air

No cap I've been smoking to cope with despair

The last time I'll open my soul for you there

All them hours that I spent with you been wasted now

We had our problems that we could've tried to straighten out

I could've focused on my music or been chasing clout

Now I'm smoking all my pain away and spacing out

I had a dream of buying a ring and saying sacred vows

I couldn't wait until the day that I would take you out

I would've took you out your city to a vacation house

I would've called out your mistakes but I just hate to shout

I tend to over play my part I do that frequently

So if your going to waste my time then please don't speak to me

I'd rather spare myself the pain and keep it peacefully

Cause I know you'd keep on lying to me secretly

I could've did you how you did me left it equally