Toxic In You

I can take another hit, another hit

Overdose 'til you make me sick, make me sick

But you know I don't love the shame in my brain

When I put you inside my veins

But I can't take it anymore, anymore

Will I ever even make it out the door?

'Cause all this fucking and fighting that I keep inviting

Could lead me to my grave

Now I'm self-medicating

Because I love the pain

Self-medicating

I keep feeling like I'm not enough, not enough, not enough

But I don't run away from you

Knock me down and twist me up until I'm all fucked up

But I don't run from you

I guess I'll asphyxiate, let my heart break straight in two

And now I'm turning blue

Don't know what to do, I just love the toxic in you

Breaking habits, never been my claim to fame

My straight jacket, holds me tight, says, "I'm okay"

And locked myself in prison, and then I threw away the key

The fighting that I keep inviting could lead me to my grave

I keep feeling like I'm not enough, not enough, not enough

But I don't run away from you

Knock me down and twist me up until I'm all fucked up

But I don't run from you

I guess I'll asphyxiate, let my heart break straight in two

And now I'm turning blue

Don't know what to do, I just love the toxic in you

I can take another hit, another hit

Overdose 'til you make me sick, make me sick

But you know I don't love the shame in my brain

When I put you inside my veins