Beautiful and Unashamed

I wanna be beautiful

And unashamed

I wanna see myself

And not feel pain

I need all this ugliness

To melt away

So that I can start loving myself

Before it's too late

And they make it seem so easy like

All you need is confidence

Well, maybe it's just me

I Guess I've got not common sense

But they act like, it's no big deal

And the hurt I have, can't be real

But I wanna be beautiful

And unashamed

Like all of those perfect (fucking) people

I love to hate

I need all these black clouds

To wash away

All my bitterness

All of my rage

And I can't ignore, I can't forget

That I live a life of privilege

And I know that I own my shame

'Cause the faults I have are mine to blame

But I guess that I'm just obsessed

With a fantasy of deep regret

That I can't be beautiful

And unashamed

That I can't turn back the clock (turn back time)

And escape to yesterday

When I was young (so young)

When I had hope (hope)

When a better version of me, oh

He seemed so close (so goddamned close)

And I don't know how much time there is

But before I go I promise this

I'm gonna keep these desperate thoughts at bay

I'm gonna grit my teeth, and find a way

To be beautiful

And unashamed

I wanna be beautiful

And unashamed

Beautiful and unashamed

Beautiful

And unashamed