Can You Decide?

The worst is the way that you think that I would be fine

If words could escape me they'd show me what to hold

I hardly ever sleep till the season where it snows

I take too much on, one at a time

Been running and running for so long that you'd think I'd slow

Out the other side of the map I still don't know where to go

Got good news? Let me see

I can't trust if its free

Dropping bars like a thief every day of the week but

I'll admit, one thing on my mind is that

What if my prime isn't met and all this just fades like a dream

Feel it inside, can you decide what I mean?

If I run out of words would it give me room to breathe?

I've been up for awhile, thinking 'bout your smile

Its been awhile, its been awhile

Fall back maybe I give off my feelings

If you don't look at me what am I worth

Hate that I won't, give into my hope

Or throw out all that I'm worth cuz she's wanting it more

And I promise that I haven't been thinking about your touch

I promise that it doesn't mean much

Just promise me that you won't think I'm the worst

Cuz it's not what you thought and it hurts so much

I wish we could talk and clear this shit up

I talk to the wall a mic is my crutch

Maybe I'd trade it for my crush

Only one more line to fix us but one thing that

You can count one me's that

I've been worse but I regret

So don't list the reasons why I gave up where your heart is at

I don't want to lose mind

If I don't then take me back

Cuz when I'm without you I'm blind

Feel it inside, can you decide what I mean?

If I run out of words would it give me room to breathe?

I've been up for awhile, thinking 'bout your smile

Its been awhile, its been awhile