WASTED NIGHTS

I've been lost, but I play it cool

Smiling like I ain't a mess

But I'm far from smooth

Got some demons I don't talk about

They show up late when the lights go out

All these fake-ass highs

Just to drown my lows

All these one-night lies don't fill my soul

And I keep saying that I'm fine

But the truth is, I don't know

All these late-night drives tryna outrun the pain

But I end up back where I lost my name

Tired of loops, I'm tired of the mask

I just want real

Is that too much to ask

Just tryna make it through all these wasted nights

Swearing I'm ok

While I'm losing all my fights

Anxiety's betting on me right now

If you ever gave a damn

Don't call me back

I need peace

Not pieces I can't patch

I've been numb

For way too long

But damn

It still hurts like hell in every song

I'm just tryna make it

Praying I forget all the wrongs and rights

If I crash, let me fall