AUTUMN

Looking around nothing but darkness will rise

This time it looks like I tried too much, no light in my eyes

I thought that it's meant to be

Blinded by love but now

The light is gone

No rest for me, it's my destiny

Thinking about the time you once shined so bright

I will

See what I have done to me

Once the rain is leavin' and I will start to breathe

I walked that way so many fuckin' times

Never learned a bit, I denied myself

How can I hear this enticing voice?

Lost in this cave made of this dying corpse

I tried so hard

I wish I could go to sleep, but I sunk way too deep

Six feet under

Grasping at straws, trying to take control

So I walk through the shadows looking for my home

You clearly thought that I forgot that I'm alone

I close my eyes

I refuse to give up

What is left of my time

Till I should die

I was

Left with

Nothing but these fucked up dreams that I had

Still I know my path, I'll leave this life

OUH

Leaving this life

I've come so far, for now I won't return

I've made it through this on my own fucking terms

The night shifts red

The sunlight starts to rise

Seconds till I open my eyes

Open my eyes